Haiz...
im like a biscuit..when there's a new flavor being unleashed..im being discarded..
i cant believe she's moving on tt fast..after all this 1year 2montsh 17days with her..im been living with her lies??..i already expected tt will happen...she found someone at her workplace??..it's the same scenario tt happens the day i met her..
Oh god...r u playing a fool with me??...i've been going through ordeals tt been given by u God..im fighting to survive..heartbreak after another..is this wad u wan me to go through..?Heartache??..everything tt i had..all have been taken away by her on 25oct 2008...my pillar of strength had shattered..my heart broken into pieces..
im slowly picking up the pieces,finding my strength back untill nw..but yet again..u dealt me with another blow...everything back to square one..finding my pieces back again..i lost my strength again..i wanna end this pain of mine im suffering..
im falling again..
im holding on to a branch tt is gonna break soon..
im tired of being mr nice guy..cuz in the end of the day..no one appreciates it..n step over my head..once is enough..twice is too much..
God..one more tyme...i dunno how am i gonna control myself..
i fractured my finger becuz of her...till now..even though its totally cured..i still feel pain n sadness on my hand whenever im going through shits..
i dunno wad to do..im juz lost ryte nw..
Lost in my own world again..
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