It's 3.35am++...it's a friday..
i still can't sleep...
10days more before exam..i dun even know whether i can take my exam onot..
Haiz..frankly..i got alot of catch up to do..n i only hav 10days..
+ - the 10days..i onlie left with 7-8days. i need a break from work..it seems i can't..im attach to work..making coffee..seeing my customers enjoy drinking wad i made..
i have to focus nw..Material & proccess Technology..very wide man this subject..
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since i can't sleep..maybe i do some storytelling abit huh..
beside my desktop..there's a green bottle..filled with stars..if i'm not wrong..there's bout 100 stars inside..it was meant for her(juni)..each stars represent each day..but i didn't fill up to the top untill nw...i didn't even bother to throw it away ever since we broke off..
y?..because my love is inside the bottle itself..each star oso represent my love,my effort,my willingness,my sacrifice,my commitment and lastly..my heart..
love,commitment,sacrifice..all of this are vital when loving someone..
if there's no love..commitment n sacrifice isn't needed..to have commitment..there must be love n sacrifice to keep the tie or commitment strong..Sacrifice..when there's no time..both e guy n e gerl have to sacrifice to make time for one another to keep the love n commitment strong..
but when all of it are not there..then love is juz like a one night stand.
I believe in true love. but i hv not yet understand true love. i can't see true love coz i hv not experience it. The Greatest Thing You Ever Learn in this world is to Love Someone Truly. Really, i truly love her(juni)..but it didn't last long than what i've expected. For me, The Most Thing i ever learn all my whole 20years living is Hurt,Broken....but what really makes me proud is..Appreciation n Loving..
Appreciation...i will always appreciate wad people had done for me..will always hv my blessing..but sometimes..some people dun hv this basic fundamental thingy in their life..that is to appreciate love..instead..they take advantage of it..these kind of people..i will hate them to the core..but i will not..it's their life..
Loving...love is a beautiful thingy..when i'm in love..i feel like i'm in the middle of grassland,the air is clear,the blue sky is crystal clear..enjoying every moment.
but when love becomes ugly,bad..where am i?..i feel like i'm in an abandoned forest where tress withers..dead leaves n flowers..all dark..thunderstorms...
i hv been there..n i dun wanna step into tt again..
i'm now loving myself..i'm loving my frends.no doubt bout it..it's called divided love for frends..for me..i won't divide my love for frends evenly..i divided my love more to 5-6 frends whom i reallie love..the rest r all evenly love by me..
but wad i miss is..giving my undivided love to someone i truly love..tt undivided love is different than divided love..my undivided love is placed deep inside my heart..waiting for someone special to bring tt love out..but i do miss giving my undivided love..who will that someone special be?..onlie God knows..
Panjang pe ku tulis..hahakz..it's e end of my story telling..hmm..it's 4.15am..2more hours before school..hahakz..
Cheers all...Good morning..^^
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