Yeah..
i guess it's true wad ppl say..
once love ain't there...it ain't gonna be blooming for me..
my latte art..lately..i can't anymore do my lovely rosetta..
something is wrong somewhere..n i know it's not my technique..
it's just me..
y can i do a beautiful yet elegant rosetta when i was still with her..?
cuz i feel loved..
y now..i can't do that anymore..?
coz i dun feel anything...
it's not bout appreciation or passion or anything..
u can ask me bout coffee,how to do latte art..i will definitely tell n teach u..cuz it's my passion..i'm happy to tell n teach..
but when it comes to me doing latte art...
it's juz not happening...
i'll keep on trying..cuz i noe..somewhere or somehow..it will bloom for me again..making me happy..like how love used to make me happy..
<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on1:11 AM
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Love is so very special
Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost
You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share
Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up too easily
It will tear your love apart
Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might
Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive
Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare
Written by Connie Thomas Lugo.
It's a nice poem actually..
it's true u know..
read n understand this..
be back to blog later
<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on2:39 AM
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hey...
tired working today..
fun..but at times..i'm bored..
on the way back home..i was wondering..
if i have only one wish that will definitely come true....what will i wish for..??
well...i wish for all my beloved ones to have a happy life ahead..That's my wish if it will definitely come true...yeah...
i have one quote for todAy..
"The past cannot be changed,
the future is still in your power."
Cheers guys/gals....
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on1:32 AM
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5th month im single..LOL
moving on....wants to enjoy my life before i go NS...which is i dunno when i'll go in..
Very sick right nw...having slight asthma..bad cough..can't breathe normally..
no one beside me right nw..at times...i miss some stuffs...yeah...the same as wad i wrote on my previous posts...
but wad to do..i don't need someone perfect...no one is perfect..i juz need someone nice n good..
as this quote says..
"Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind.."
i want someone who can feel my presence...feel n see with her heart..n can understand wad my heart wans to say...my kind heart will never stop loving...
LOL...that's all i have to say for today...expressing myself..^^
<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on1:16 AM
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Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.
Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.
Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.
Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
Always here...
<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on2:40 AM
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"Knowing her is one of the best days of my life;
Leaving me is the worst days of my life;
Loving her is one of the beautiful things in my life;
Hating her is the hardest in my life;
Regrets,never occurs to me when she leaves me;
Hatred,never occurs me when she leaves me;
Uncounted tears,have i occurred till now;
Missing,giving out undivided love to someone special;
Someone special,only god knows..."
Labels: poem?
<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on4:55 AM
Kinda happy today...tired..but overall..it's a good day..
got my lappy charger back..wee..!!..can start d/loading back..
but dunno why..when i ryte in front of my lappy nw..i feel kinda bored..lol..
dunno wad to do...*sads*...
nvm..
i want to be wad i was the last tyme..not wad i am nw..
hmm...
Cheers..^^
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on12:25 AM
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18th march was good/great..
i went to book my FTT..n shockingly..i onlie need to wait for a month to take my test..hahakz..it's on the 22nd april...Besh kape..hahkz..
den went to meet hus at ubi..together we went to our next destination, Jurong..!!!
Far sia..it's been awhile since myself n hus went to west area..hahakz..
reason for going jurong was to go to acer's service centre...i need to sent fiza charger for repairs...myself n hus reach there..waited for almost 2hous for my queue number to be called...
after that..met jun,isyah n fiza at jurong mrt..
together we trained to dhoby ghaut..hv early dinner at long john before we watch movie at the cathay..
we went to watch Race To The Witch Mountain..good story..i will give a 4 out of 5 star rating..i didnt concentrate on the movie..hahkz..my mind was elsewhere..
after tt...isyah went off with her bf..
myself,fiza,hus n jun walk to somerset as jun needs to take something..den we chill opposite Heeren...talk there talk here..
den jun n fiza went home..
myself n hus decided to chill at clarke quay..
hus was crazy bout wanting to go to The Arena..but shockingly..the managers there say strictly for 25years n above..WTF...hahakz...
den we try Rebel Boutique club..hmm...nice club...damn..i cant tahan thier bass boost..keep pumping my heart out..
myself n hus dance all night...we got our own dancefloor to ourself..hahakz..damn tiring...after that..from clarke quay..we walk to bugis..had our breakfast at 5am...hahakz..n it rains...
Enjoyable night for hus n myself..but slowly..each of us realize..we looked back..
this is not us..chilling until late night..we hv been too frequently chilling out till very late at night..we did some wrong Stuffs..
at times..we regret..yeah..but wad's done is done..there's no turning back..all we need to do is just follow the flow of lyfe..but not always follow..we can get lost at times..
Loneliness occurs...shit happens...hahkz..
tt's all..
cheers all..^^
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on12:43 AM
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HiHi...
suddenly i feel like telling wad is love..
does anybody noe what is LOVE??
What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love.
Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true.
Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul.
Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured.
love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship.
The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings.
The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationship.
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection..
Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.
William Shakespeare.
All these is from www.love-sessions.com
Basically, this explains the definitions of love...it might be correct..it might be wrong..
i oso dun even noe the real meaning of love..
do u all noe..??..care to share..?
<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on6:55 PM
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here i am blogging at 3am..can't sleep..werkind at 9am later
Starting to wander around more than i did the last tyme when i broke up with her..
tt's y i say 'Wanderer is back'..
Basically..i got nothing to blog...
Suddenly..i feel that i need to be wary with lyfe nw..
coz looks can be deceiving..Looks alone can destroy e word 'Love'
Looks,glamour,popular..tt's wad most girls/women wants in their boyfriends/boyfriends to be..
is tt important..??..
i'm very glad tt i dun hv the looks,the glamour..n definitely..im not popular..
i'm happy with wad i am,who i am n the way i am..
a weird, happy go lucky, coffee maniac guy who juz love being himself,wandering around with his mp3..Low profile..i usually show my real self to ppl whom i trust..
those who noes me...u shld noe my style..
Tt's all i can blog..nothing else already...sleepy..but cannot sleep..
Cheers guys/gals...
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on2:50 AM
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HiHi...
To Fiza,..Please take care of the lily(flower)..
Okae...been days i blog..today nothing much...didnt turn up for work..lol
not feeling good..down n out...
quite happy with lyfe these days...tiring...
it's tyme to occupy myself with work work work...
so i wun think much...
Tt's all..
Cheers all
<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on10:01 PM
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20december...
wad bout 20december babies..i juz found out from facebook..
"Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical"...
2300hours...
im at airport..somehow rather i'm feeling so restless.i feel moody..without any reason. but im happy..im feeling happy..but at the same tyme, im restless..
im wondering..again me n my wondering..
"The greatest thing u will ever learn in this world is to love and be loved"
remember that people..cheers guys/gals..
love ya all..
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on11:58 AM
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8th March...
what a night...
Totally shagged..
a day that i wont forget...
Thanks Fiza my lady..
Thanks Hus my bro..
Thanks Jun my sis..
Thanks Anba for coming all the way down from malaysia...
Dance all night...
oso nvr to forget..i've been slapped by fiza my lady 5times..!!!
goodness...painful...but i dun mind...
Maybe shld hv another night..to dance all night..
cheers guys n gals...
i love you(fiza,hus,jun)
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on11:44 PM
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tiring day on friday 6th march..
happy Bday to Zuzy...!!!..^^
Test fail..conferm...exam 4more days..
ard 2pm..reach parkway with imran..
i went to meet fiza..imran chill at mcCafe..
fiza2...u spendthrift tau...she bought a pair of nice sandals n a b-e-a-utiful bag.
den went to diva shop..she bought a necklace..hahakz..cost $21..lol..
went to eat at banquet..thanks for the treat my lady..^^..though i didnt finish the meal..but it's nice..den she went back to work..
i went to meet imran at cafe..we study together..help him on his applied mechanics(maths)..my favourite..time fly pass..accompany to busstop...den im back to pw..dunno wad to do..i went to trim my hair..den back at mccafe..dunno wad to do..help out abit when customer in..i went off from pw ard 10.15pm...da terlajak..supposed to drop at ubi...but i slept..woke up..im at tampines..so i bussed 969 from there..Tired..later work at 8am..
time to sleep..nytez..
Thanks for the treat fiza my lady..^^..hahahakz..da tkde keje panggil 'my lady'..
lurve ya all who were with me today...Cheers..^^
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on12:33 AM
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It's a good day on tuesday..
early morning postman bang my door...deliver my mp3 n zura bday present..
wee..alas..got myself a nice cheap mp3 from creative..den continue sleeping till fiza called me n disturbed my aching sleep..lol..ask me to come early to pw to company me eat..hahakz..n yeah..i agreed..my face ar wanna come early to work..no WAY..but..datang jugak..reach pw at 4.15pm..but start work at 6pm..cantik pe...very hard to see me reach pw early..fiza nye pasal..but it's okae..hahakz..after tt fiza went back to work..i was bored tt tyme while waiting to start werk..i got a call from imran..n nice..he's at pw too..hahakz..meet hym..went to smoke..we walk2 at pw...thought of going to borders n see imran's dream gerl..den again..bad luck..she's not working..hahakz..
6pm..i start work...hahakz...hus regret calling me...force hym to come down pw n chill till pay comes...tyme flies slowly..
it's 11pm..pay comes..dissapointing really..i onlie werk 31hours from 16-28feb..pay come little...
hehekz..myself n hus force fiza to go makan at simpang bedok..hehekz...ikot jugak..hahakz..
as usual...we joke around...Fiza..stop calling myself n hus gay partners..we're not..we're straight..hahakz..Hus..rumours bout u n maisarah..wah..wad u do sey..i dump u ar..be fiza part-tyme bf..u be my gay partner..hahakz..dun let zuzy hear bout rumors bout u n maisarah...ade nanti kene piat telinge..hahahakz...
tt's all for today guys n gals..
Lurve ya fiza n hus..
(PS: whoever go out with me..hahakz..pity them..cuz i love to walk..hahakz..)
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on5:01 AM
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Hola...
Sunday...the laziest day...first day of the month of March..
Feels like making my life to a beautiful mess..who wans to join me??
together we make a mess..but make it a beautiful mess..
nothing much happens on sunday...raining heavily..i'm soaking wet..but fun..
how long nvr play in the rain..
but falling sick soon...im freezing at home...
(bukan tk tau mandi lepas kene hujan..hehekz..^^)
7th march coming..lol..besh kape..
expecting 2nd or 3rd march for my mp3 to arrive..
alas..suffering like hell...without music accompanying me when im alone..feel so sad..
tired tired pon..i still can wonder around..
missing some stuffs that my heart longing to give..hahakz...
but wad to do..sorie heart..there is still no one tt we can give our undivided love to..onlie divided love among frends whom i love
Cheers gals n guys..
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on2:44 AM
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Thrusday Happy,Friday Hyper and Saturday Sucker..
lol...
wad's sunday??...
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<$BlogItemAuthor>lived on4:17 AM
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